Why nights...?

I had hoped to post yesterday, but was too tired... A little walk a few doors up the hall wore me out. It was a better day, but 1 step forward seems to mean 2 steps back. I had another awful night. So my lazy tummy decided even though it "woke up" it wanted to nap again. Ug. I was up all night bc if your tummy doesn't work, it prefers to not have food in it (and I had just started eating solids). That's about as detailed as necessary. Zofran is a new friend. As is dilaudid. I've never been much for meds, but I respect & appreciate their use when necessary. My other new friends are the nurses here. Wonderful people. I really pray I can somehow show them the love of God while they're the ones showing me love. I ask for two major requests right now from everyone: 1. The nauseau would STOP & my tummy start working sooner rather than later 2. My pathology report to be clean tomorrow. I also want to share this HUGE praise - while my doctor will not give me full results until the report is finished, he did say he spoke with the pathologist & he had washed & tested half of them. And those were all CLEAN!!! PRAISE OUR LORD!!! While there are still more to test and lot of prayer to be done, take a moment to worship our Savior for this glimmer of goodness! While it was 2 steps back in my human view, He's still with me & we're walking forward on His path. He's never let me down yet & I know He never will.

My song - "Jesus Never Let Me Down" by Trevor Morgan

There is peace in this world of war

There's hope in the wreckage of my grief

There's a love that cuts me to the core

And faith in the face of disbelief 

'Cause Jesus never let me down 

Jesus never let me down 

Oh, He would never leave me now 

'Cause Jesus never let me down 

I am scared, 

Oh I am petrified 

I think of what tomorrow has in store 

But there is grace to make it through the day 

And the strength to make it through a million more

Chorus

There's no place to hide

That He will not climb 

And no hell too low to hide me 

He won't turn away 

From one he saved 

His promises remind me 

That Jesus never let me down 

Jesus never let me down 

Oh, He would never leave me now 

No, He'll never let me down 

Oh, Jesus never let me down 

No, He'll never let me down